Stories of change

Insightful and poetic first-person accounts of turning points and transformations

A prescription pill bottle spilling tablets onto an open book with highlighted text.

Professor’s little helper

Once I was prescribed Ritalin, I couldn’t do without it. How had I functioned before I got my pharmaceutical wings?

by Gordon Marino

Photo of a cyclist casting dramatic shadows on sunlit pavement, with warm light flares creating a dreamy effect.

Foggy bottom

Benzos probably saved my life. But I also don’t remember much of it

by Alex Smith

Photo of a woman’s face reflected in a glass window with soft, abstract focus and greenish tones.

More than survival

I suffered from PTSD for 10 years without knowing it. Psychodynamic therapy set me free

by Lucia Osborne-Crowley

Photo of a dark rocky asteroid with a starry sky background and small particles visible near its surface.
MEMOIR

Seeing myself in a rubble-pile asteroid

Exhausted and adrift, I felt just like Bennu: a heap of fragments of a world that could have existed

by Elizabeth Landau

Close-up of a person’s hands using a smartphone at night, with blurred city lights in the background.

Into the unknown, together

Six months into working a suicide helpline, I became a better conversationalist — and friend

by Natalia Dashan

An antique string instrument with intricate carvings on a dark background.
MUSIC

Music stirs my savage breast

I have sensory overload. I figured out how to be a musician despite it

by Neesa Sunar

Photo of rolled corrugated paper forming spirals and curves, with light creating shadows on its textured surface.

What geometry taught me about grief

And how thinking about grief gave me new insights into geometry

by Michael Frame

Charcoal sketch of a person with curly hair sitting in profile, gazing upwards.

Losing her, losing myself

My mother’s dementia ruptured her sense of self. Why did it also shake mine?

by Noga Arikha

Two people on a train reading Metro newspapers with headlines about royalty and sports transfers.
LOVE

Adventures of an agony uncle

What I’ve learned from 10 years of sifting through other people’s problems

by James McConnachie

Long-exposure photo of a road at night with blurry, colourful light trails from car headlights and taillights against a dark background.

Self out of joint

Sudden amnesia untethered me from my past. Was I the same person or had I become someone else?

by Steven Hales

Painting of settlers in covered wagons crossing a grassy landscape with mountains in the background and people on horses nearby.

Ancestor trouble

What happens when you discover a family legend is untrue?

by Patricia Olsen

A sunlit forest trail with a person walking on a rocky path surrounded by tall trees.
MEMOIR

Peak solitude

My three decades alone, basking in the company of a mountain

by Susanne Sener

Illustration of a hedgehog in a hat pulling a cart with flowers and fruit. Russian text says “Happy Birthday”

The birthday gift

In the Soviet Union, you’d never wish someone ‘S dnem rozhdeniya!’ without a proper present

by Margarita Gokun Silver

Vintage black-and-white photo of two women in swimsuits wearing 1930s hairstyles, lighting one another’s cigarettes.

Exquisite fiend, ephemeral friend

Remember when smoking was the excuse for a sweet pause?

by Caroline Eden